December 2009
i like how my tumblarity dropped down to 0. go me!
In 2009 I've...
( ) stayed single for the whole year (x) made out in/on a car ( ) kissed in the snow (x) celebrated Halloween (x) kissed in the rain (x) had your heart broken ( ) broke someone else’s heart ( ) had a stalker ( ) went over the minutes on your cell phone (x) had a good relationship with someone (x) someone questioned your sexual orientation ( ) gotten pregnant ( ) had an abortion (x) have a...
[Animals] lack a symbolic identity and the self-consciousness that goes with it. They merely act and move reflexively as they are driven by their instincts; inside they are anonymous, and even their faces have no name. They live in a world without time, pulsating, as it were, in a state of dumb being … The knowledge of death is reflective and conceptual, and animals are spared of it. They...
House Of Leaves; pg. 52.
One glance at him, even now in the glass of my mind, and I want to take off, travel with him, who knows where either, somewhere, my desire suddenly informed by something deeper, even unknown, pouring into me, drawn off some peculiar reserve, tracing thoughts of the drive he and I would take, lungs full of that pine rasping air, outracing something unpleasant, something burning, in fact the entire...
2010
My goal: Take one picture everyday, throughout the entire year.
I haven't felt this alone in a long time.
I wish I could change the way the events over the past year unfolded.
I’ve spent over a year without you, and I was fine. Now if I don’t see you for longer than a few days, I feel like I’m falling apart. Why did it have to get so difficult? I’m practically head over heels for you, and there’s nothing I can do about it. Go figure.